Easters coming!!

Okay, so I'm laying in my warmish bed, its Good Friday, and its freezing. The weather is horrible. Speaking to the best friend, shaylene, and she demands I update my blog. So here I am guys. At nearly 9:30am I am in bed writing a blog. Fun right? ;)

So Easter is coming up on Sunday. Who is getting chocolate?! Whats the Easter Bunny bringing you? The easter bunny isnt getting me anything *insert sad face here*.
But I'm seeing family most of the weekend to catch up for easter anyways, so that may add up in the end :P

So today I have my aunty and my cousins coming over for dinner weeeoww...fun right, yes, yes indeed. Its been a while aha. Except in between this blog and dinner I'm attempting to fit the last of my holiday homework in. Ha goodluck thalia. FAT CHANCE. I've spent all holidays,  yes practically the whole two weeks -.- trying to get through my homework. What are they trying to do to us year 12s?! We need a break -.-
So last week I did 3 hours of psych, 4 hours of health and started and finished writing my oral presentation. This week I presented my oral (yes, I actually went INTO school on the SCHOOL HOLIDAYS), did another 3 hours of health and around 3 hours of english too. You know what? Still not done! An essay is still to come.
But anyway enough about homework. Easter!!! The best time of year you actually have an excuse to eat chocolate, isnt that great?! :D
My sister made my mum buy her Lint chocolate (I think that's how you spell it, dont shoot me arrgh). So I went a little fancy too and asked for a mixed box of Ferrero Rocceres :3 nom nom. Classy? I think yes hehe.

My nan says shes not getting anything for my sister, my older cousin and I cause im nearly 18, my sister is nearly 19 and my cousin is 19. But his sister and my other cousin who is 1 and a half gets chocolate for easter :( not fair right? Fair enough my sister and cousin cause their "adults" but me?! Im still 17!! Bring forth the chocolaty goods :D
But funnily enough my nan said no christmas presents last year and we got them. So im thinking easter will be presents too :P we shall see haha.

You know what sucks about it being easter weekend? School starts on tuesday :( nooooo! As if there wasnt enough work on the holidays, they have to curse us with school again. No no. Not good. On the bright side, school is over in 6 months :D

So I'm laying here freezing my ass off, contemplating a shower or not...but then I wonder, wtf will I do afterward. Will I dry my hair? Straighten it? Lay back in bed? Start the rest of my homework? Do nothing? I do not know. See my dilemma?
#teenageproblems
Yes, I did just hashtag. What of it people muhaha

You know what I just realised? Instead of writing an essay for english, I'm writing an essay on here, god knows who actually reads this rubbish I write. Thankyou to anyone who does, with that I better stop babbling and get on with my day. Everyone have a Happy Easter and I will blog again soon!

Thalia xox

Tumblr speaks to me

So I was scrolling through tumblr when I saw this text post.

All of a sudden two decades have passed and you still have not kissed anyone with tongue, or kissed anyone at all for that matter, or had a 3 AM conversation with someone who would rather look into your eyes for ten minutes straight than talk. You have never worn a lover’s sweater or “forgotten” it at home in your bedroom just so you would have an excuse to see them again. You have never even stood face-to-face with someone who makes your hands shake so hard it feels like they’re both having a separate anxiety attack.
This causes you much guilt and self-blame and sadness but above all, an overwhelming curiosity. Are you really that ugly, that unwanted, that uninteresting, that boring, that no one, absolutely no one, has ever looked at you like the only thing on earth?
The answer is no. The better answer is that someone out there, somewhere in the world, is “wondering what it’s like to meet someone like you,” and they have two decades worth of love stored in their veins like a shoot-‘em-up drug, and they’re just about ready to inject it into someone else’s bloodstream. All you have to do is roll up your sleeves and wait for it to happen.
At times you felt so lonely you could stand at the edge of a cliff with nothing beneath you but air and grass and a long, long way down, and you’d still feel emptier than that canyon itself. Maybe you even danced with yourself alone in your room a few times, arms outstretched around a ghost, pretending someone else’s hands were on your waist, someone else’s eyes boring into yours.
Or maybe you fell temporarily in love with strangers on public transportation, fell in love with anybody who so much as accidentally brushed your hand on the way past. For you, falling in love with dozens of people a day was a coping mechanism for not having anyone to love you in return. But people are not eggs and falling in love with a dozen of them does not mean your shell will remain uncracked. One day you’re going to hit the point where you’re so desperate for human contact that you’re going to snap in half and all your love will bleed out like egg yolk.
But someone out there is eating a bowl of Ramen noodles right now, or putting on slippers, or settling into bed. They are doing all the normal things that you’ve done in your own life. They are just like you. They have cellulite and extra fat in all the wrong places and goals and fears and doubts and bad handwriting.
The truth is that they are just like you, and being just like you, they’re looking for a lover too. They’re what you might call a soulmate.
They think they’re all alone in feeling the way they do, but you’re really both two halves of a whole.
And one day you’ll meet them, bump into them on the street, and your two halves will be put together, and you’ll make one.

It stood out so much that I have no words at all to describe the beauty of this. It made me think of that one person I like so damn much. That one person that comes to mind when reading cheesy love quotes or anything coupley. Call me cheesy but this is wow.
Just thought I would share this amazing piece of writing!!

Thalia xox

Stupid government

Okay, so this morning I was sitting and school casually scrolling through tumblr when I came across a post that really caught my attention.
I suggest you scroll down and look at the picture before you continue reading so this all makes more sense to you.
So anyway, as I saw it all I could think was you bloody ass hole. Like cmon. Being so rude to a kid? Thats a bit much especially for someone who is supposed to be running the damn country!  I bet that year 9 girl would do a better job than him. Fancy saying "lets have a blokes question". If I were that girl I would of had a go at tony abbott. I wouldnt care less about his power as the prime minister. Such a homophobe and wont even legalise gay marriage. Seriously! So what if gay people want to get married they should have the right just like straight people. It doesn't make them any different. They're people too and they deserve happiness. And if that means marrying their partner then let it be. Restrictions on marriage shouldnt be a law. Its a part of life. It should be a part of life for everyone. In my opinion its like saying straight people shouldnt or cant get married. Its ridiculous! Im appalled at this and I really think gay marriage should be legalized. Its not going to hurt the government. Its not going to hurt anybody. But not legalizing is hurting gay people AND effecting other citizens who dont agree with the law as well. They deserve to have that right, just like every damn straight person in this country. who of you agree? If not, care to explain?
Rant over.

Thalia xox

What even is boredom

Okay so you get those really boring nights when theres absolutely nothing to do right? There's nothing you want to do and nothing you want to eat. Too bored to even look for food you know isnt there anyway.
Right now im laying on my bed staring at my wall (which you can see Attatched; all the photos), waiting for Revenge to start on 7. Stupid My Kitchen Rules -.-
Don't you hate that? You wait for something to start and your just waiting around and not know what to even do with yourself. Its just like when you have to go out somewhere and your parents tell you to get ready, in the end you end up waiting for them. Am I right? Stupid huh?
So anyway, I really want revenge to hurry up and start. I love it!! Like whos gonna kill Emily and when is that episode actually gonna be played?! The suspense is killing me ahaha.
So, yes, waiting for revenge to start.
About 20 minutes ago I was on the phone with shaylene being a good best friend and doing my best to cheer her up. I think it worked. Im magic guys ;)
Don't question,  just go with it hehe.
I should probably do homework....but that involves motivation that I do not have on a Monday night. Monday nights are my Revenge night. Im also quite happy I get to sleep in a bit tomorrow morning having no early class for school. Win there!!
I also wont have an early class next tuesday either. Why? May you ask? Im going to the specialist to get an ECG. Whats an ECG you wonder? Its an electrocardiograph. It detects, amplifies and records electrical activity of the heart. So in other words they're going to stick dots on my chest that are connected to wires which record the activity of my heart. Yeah. Im totally freaked aha. Like what even is heart problems -.-
Anyway im rambling...OMG not long till Revenge starts...might make some popcorn and tea...mmm popcorn and tea...haha sorry guys, as some of you may have realised by now im amused by little things and have a big sense of humour. I have a quite care free attitude. Its a good way to deal with most things in life. Unless your having a dead serious conversation...then I suggest you throw it out the window :P

Now in all seriousness...yeah I don't even know what im saying anymore aha. Wow. Im so bored ive run out of things to say. Sorry guys!! Ill have more to say tomorrow...hopefully :))

Thalia xox

speechless...

Has anyone had those family "discussions" where people end up in tears and it all seems so pointless? And you know no matter how much you talk about whats going wrong, nothing will change, because some people  are just so god damn stubborn. Well my family and i had one of those tonight. it was horrendous. completely repetitive and pointless, because i knew as soon as i got told to sit at the dining table. i knew it was going to be the same banter and arguments. who does this and who does that. who doesnt help around the house and who does. which parent does all the running around and which doesnt. Nothing will change because in all honesty, my sister and i are stubborn. we get that from our father. Although, when told from mum, we do indeed do what we have to. I, myself dont always have time to clean my room or put my clothes away because im juggling year 12 VCE (life or death) and a part time job which i work 13.5 hours a week. i know what some of you are thinking "yeah yeah thats nothing, i work more than you", yes that may be true, but its a lot to handle, what with the homework load.
So anyway, with this "discussion" i just wanted to leg it back to my room and do my homework. Your probably thinking 'omg she actually willingly wanted to do homework'. Well yes, anything would of been better than sitting in the dining room have yelling competitions on who has a more valid argument to uphold. like f*ck, i think i speak for my sister and i when saying we know when were in the wrong, but can also hold a valid point when bringing forward our opinions. After all we're educated.
i doubt any of my words will sink in to my dads head especially. My mum is quite understanding and will listen. My dad as a very "anything i say goes" attitude, its ridiculous. But only 9 more months until im 18, legal and can get my license so i can go out whenever i wish :D
I dont expect any of you to feel sorry for me or anything like that, im just using my blog as part of a venting system every now and then. so if its too depressing i give you permission to stop reading whenever you wish, and on that note im going to end it there.

Thalia xox

Dessert...fail

Okay, so shaylene and I decided to make some scrumptious chocolate desserts for after dinner tonight...we thought they would come out great. But they didnt come out the way we expected. They still look delicious though!!
Here I uploaded a picture of what they were supposed to look like and...then ours...along with process pictures.
So what is in them is just chocolate mousse, chocolate syrup and of course the Oreos!!!
Step by step is pretty simple as well.

Step 1- crumble all the oreos
Step 2- make the mousse mix
Step 3- assemble it any which way you like
Step 4- refrigerate it
Step 5- EAT IT!!! :P

Hopefully you guys make it a bit better than us, and make less mess also aha.
Enjoy!!

Thalia xox

That typical Friday

Okay, so it's friday night and im now relaxing in bed after being at school all day and working for 5 hours in self-serve. I believe fridays are the longest day for me. It makes me dread the end of the week, EVERY WEEK. Although the feeling of finishing work is legendary! So as this is my usual friday routine I eat dinner after 10pm at night. Attatched is a picture of my kitten, Honeycomb, sitting at the bench with me while I devour my food (dont let the cute face fool you, shes evil!!)
Exhausted and just wanting to sleep right? Right. But I still stay up late like most other nights. Aha naughty me.
So right now im listening to music in bed writing this (obviously). Texting the bestfriend (who is also blogging right now), which ive mentioned numerous times in previous blogs. Excited to see her loser face tomorrow :P haha
Initially she was coming to my house so I could help her apply for jobs. But I get home from work and she told me she got a job!! Congrats to her!! So proud. Now we can just catch up and have a carefree day :D
We are also planning to make some scrumptious choc filled desserts, which im sure one of us (probably me cause ill be darn excited), will blog pictures and steps to our dessert :)
Anyone with our love of chocolate will be drooling at our creations. Lets just say Oreos are involved. Like cmon, eho doesnt love the whole "twist, lick and dunk?!?
Be jealous guys ;)
I would attatch a picture now...but wheres the fun in that? Aha
So as I was saying, my day was quite loooooong. But I gladly took the time in my double study period to watch monsters uni :D productive and dedicated year 12 student right here people!!!
Speaking od dedication. The group I hang out with at school are quite dedicated to the sandwich toaster in the year 12 common room aha. If fits all of 2 sandwiches at a time and we all fight over whos using it first. Its quite comical :') very much a "have to be there" moment. But this happens EVERYDAY. haha.
Maturity levels of my friends and I. 0%
Anyway, I shall take my immaturity away from my blog tonight and possibly rest. Enjoy guys, I shall update again tomorrow :)

Thalia xox